gotta ask my dad to help to send to their hse with me=(

after work, bea came to find me cox we gonna drive to fetch cher for supper before she leaves for china, haha. it was super fun with the 3 of us in the car lah! when we were on the way to thomson for prata, a birdshit drop directly on the windscreen lah, den bea was finding the spray water button but accidentally press on the wiper instead. dam disgusting! lol, but luckily she manage to find the spray water button soon.. haha. after supper, bea drive instead ans she drove the car to her hse so that she can drive her dad's car to my hse and stay over den the nxt morning we can go to the airport straight from my hse=) when she drove my dad's car to her hse carpark, she use the key to lock rather den using the remote control. den, the car lock got stuck, cox for years, my dad have not been using the key so i think something jam when she use the key and we try all methods to unlock the car but there's no way out. den we call for the car tower and ask how much he charge for opening the car. initially he said $80 lah! but luckily reduce to $50.. bea and me share half each.. WASTE OUR MONEY FOR NOTHING LOR! 

send cher home first den we went to search for parking lots at my hse for super long! by the time i reach home already 2am+ den we got to wake up at 4.45 and rush to the airport to send cher off lor! came home ard 8+, me and bea was super tired so we went to bed immediately as i have to wake up at 11.30 and prepare for work=( was practically like a zombie when i went to work! 

now im so looking forward to the nxt time we drive the car out again=)

mum was feeling much better today cox my aunt's condition is gradually improving! thank god=) and she's also happy for me that i pass my TP. gd to c mum back to her normal self^_^

its cher's bdae=) haha, we all gave her a surprise at east coast park at night! hope she enjoy it=) its also our farewell party to her. 

girl ar, rmb to update us when you are away in china okie!

21/2 

went to meet andy at compass to return him andrew's helmet at the same time eat lunch with him=) haha. den i realise that they got plans of getting rid the china staff in his outlet.. andy keep complaining about her lor! den went to orchard to meet jess they all.. had our dinner at ding tai feng again=) im really gonna go bankrupt soon if i continue to go out with jess everytime! cox we always eat yummy food! haha..after dinner ard 8+ we went to cine and decided to catch a movie.. but all the movie tickets were either sold out or selling fast and the nxt timing is all ard 11+! got to wait super long lars, den we decide to go play pool instead and walk all the way to meridian there, den realise that all the tables are full=( and jess say wanna go eat swensen.. so we got to walk all the way back again! good exercise huh=) lol. mum called when we were at swensens and she was crying lor.. she told me that my aunt (mum's brother's wife) was hospitalised cox she fall off the motor bike and got 脑冲血.. and it was quite serious cox now she's still in coma=(

really pray that she will get well soon!

22/2

mummy have been worrying about aunt's condition the whole day and wasnt in the mood of doing anything=( went for driving lesson jus now. and tml is my TP!!!

SO PEOPLE WISH ME LUCK YEAH=)

i guess now i've slowly let go of him le.. i still do miss him everyday and when i bring the helmet home tat day, i look at it for quite some time, it used to be me wearing the helmet where he will drive me to sch or even back home everyday from work..it will just all be part of my memories now.  all i hope for is him to be happy, safe and healthy.. 

Ben and tommy they all help mi to celebrate my bdae on 11feb! i know its abit early but they are really sweet=) meet them after work and go party world where they sing birthday song and bring the cake in at the same time! haha..really nice of them!

i was so afraid that on my bdae, the gals will not be free and i will be left alone..so i try to plan things in advance..but still, things didn really turn out wat i wanted.. although im not really looking forward to my bdae, but i didn want to be alone, because i know i will miss him even more.. last year, i didn even have to do anything, because i know i have him, so even if the gals are not free, i have him to be with me.. but now, things are much different, the gals are so busy with their own stuff, studies, work, boyfriends and other friends to hang out with..

if only things were as easy as what other people says" go and find a new BF".. i am so afraid to fall in love again, i dun wanna get the same hurt twice, once is already more den enough for me to take it..and stil, i miss him, everything i do just reminds me of him, so how am i going to forget him at all! 

i miss hanging out with my gals! and babes, thx for being there and cheer me up when you know im feeling down, i know i have neglected some of you for a period of time but your never fail to be there for me when i needed someone.. thank, thanks for everything=)

my work is getting more and more BORING without jason to chat with me! although i could get along with my other colleagues, but there's stil a limit of topics we could talk about=( maybe i should consider changing a job since my basic hr pay is going to decrease=( but will have my commission double.. dunno if its a gd thing to me or not...

i miss working with andy they all in the shops, things were so much different, we would help out each another and definitely wun eat other ppl's sales! even after work we still hang out together and plan some gathering, i feel so much comfortable working with them.. although workin in the shop doesnt earn as much as working in the roadshow, but at least i feel happier and im contented with that.. but things will never be the same again, so many people left, even if i work at shop now, the feeling, the joy, the laughter will never be the same again..

if only i could turn back time, there are so many things that i would have done.. and most importantly, i wouldn't choose to be with him if given another chance, even though the days when we were together was really sweet but now that we were no longer together, it hurts so much..so much more than i could take it..

jason, my colleague is not working anymore..his last day will be this sun=( seriously among all my fair team colleagues, he's the one that i really get along with very well.. i know that alot of ppl dun really like him, but at least he treats me well! and now that he's leaving, i have one less person to really talk to.. i bet i gonna miss working with him!!

den kai ling msg and say that my the wristlet that i order from victoria secret, they had miss one out! means i wouldn't be able to get the wristlet that i want=( 

i went to check my mail, and one of the mails actually state that "if god brings you to it, he will bring you through it" i believe he will.. and i hope that all this will end soon!

MY MOOD IS SO DOWN NOW=( everything doesn't seem to go my way since the start of this year.. 

actually i've been with andrew for a few months, but we were no longer together anymore.. i didn really tell all of yr because i am afraid tat yr are not really supportive of this relationship. i know he's much older than me, but sometimes, love just cant be explain.. i just hope that yr will understand and please do not ask me anything about it anymore, its already a PAST..

after breaking up with him for almost 3 months, i stil couldn't get over him, i stil think of him everyday.. i tried to keep myself busy, by going out or do something else, but once im free, he just appear back into my mind.. i miss him so much, yet i couldn't tell anyone about it.. everytime when he calls, i would always sound as if im fine, when im not fine at all! 

no matter how much tears i shed for him, how much i stil love him, how much i miss him, he will never know, and it doesnt matters to him now..he already have another gal by his side..

i would often recall back to the days when we were tgt, and tats when i couldnt control my tears anymore. i said to myself everytime that this would be the last time i cry over it, but there doesnt seem to any last time.. 

tats wat suyi told me '我要活得比他更幸福', im trying so hard to make it come true, but...

seriously im not really looking forward to 14feb at all, somehow it just make me feel even more upset=(

jux came back after meeting suyi, a great friend of mine! i just feel so comfortable talking to her even if we didn meet for almost a year..  she's also another gal that will always stay by me and hear mi grumble about my stuff..  i love her to bits!

i've got tons of photos to upload! but maybe another time, im just simply too lazy now=)

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