Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i seems to be more sensitive den ever, i got mood swings easily, i can be alright now and be unhappy the very next moment and i get upset over things easily too! i dunno why tis is happening to me..
i was so afraid that on my bdae, the gals will not be free and i will be left alone..so i try to plan things in advance..but still, things didn really turn out wat i wanted.. although im not really looking forward to my bdae, but i didn want to be alone, because i know i will miss him even more.. last year, i didn even have to do anything, because i know i have him, so even if the gals are not free, i have him to be with me.. but now, things are much different, the gals are so busy with their own stuff, studies, work, boyfriends and other friends to hang out with..
if only things were as easy as what other people says" go and find a new BF".. i am so afraid to fall in love again, i dun wanna get the same hurt twice, once is already more den enough for me to take it..and stil, i miss him, everything i do just reminds me of him, so how am i going to forget him at all!
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