i tried not to tink about you, but why does it seems so hard? u're the only thing tat came across my mind whenever im alone..i lied to myself, i lied to jess tat all i wanted now was to just be friends with u..but its just so difficult to do it when i havent even get over you, it doesnt seem as easy as what i thought i could handle initially..or issit all the while, i didn want to be just a normal friend of yours...

he's having a exam soon, like 2weeks+ more to go..hope tat he can do well=)
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wow, today on the way to sch notice that there isnt much ppl in the bus and in the sch! cox most of them are home quarantine and the year 1s dun need to come to sch! when i reach the class, the first ting our faci wanted us to do was to go and take a mask to wear lor! wearing the mask jux makes me feel so uncomfortable and everyone else look at u like an alien lah.. everyone in class was discussing about H1N1 and share our unhappiness about the way rp handles things and that includes our faci, she oso very unhappy with rp and she wanted us and our parents to complain lor..hahas..

anywae, my mum called in to MOE to complain about the way rp handles tings den MOE say that it is beyond their means to the way rp handles tings, but how could it be since rp is afterall manage by the government, they say have to call in to the ministry of health because its the MOH pass down the information den they will inform the sch de..so nvm, my mum called MOH instead, and guess what they say, they cannot do anything about rp's sch system, we have to feedback to rp directly. so my mum called rp and complain, say that they shd close the sch since the number of H1N1 cases have already reach 57 and are stil increasing and they say that everything is under the sch's control. so my mum shoot them back by saying if everything is under the school's control then why is the number of cases still increasing and who can guarantee that my child will not be affected and who will be responsible if it really happens.. they couldnt answer my mum lor..and say that they will ask the person in-charge to call back lata..which i tink gonna be tml or even lata lor..since now is already afterwork time and they havent call yet! rp's sch system is really sucky and inefficient! i'll make sure that they give us a satisfied answer!
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i was being too naive about my feelings...
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so many people gettin sick now! zo and an having fever, den somemore my class oso got a few ppl feeling unwell and tat includes the faci! so shouldnt they just close the sch!!! jess and an got home quarantin..=( so when is my turn? hahas..

on a complete diff note, cher is gonna be back nxt sat=) and i shall go airport fetch her! yeah..

"i want nobody nobody but you" this few words of the song keep appearing in my head..it speaks my mind..
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i miss you so much...
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26/6

after sch, rush home to prepare for xiao long's wedding dinner at a restaurant somewhere beside vivo city..andy drive us there! hahas..once again, its great meeting the cliques again=) after the wedding dinner we went to party world at chinatown cox they know the manager there and we got discounts everytime and special treatment! lol.. tis time round they go party world not really for singing lor..but a place for them to continue their drink! hahas..most of the guys went home half drunk.. one ting i like going out with this clique cox most of them really treat me like precious, guess cox im the youngest ba..so they really take gd care of me when im out with them=) shall upload more photo's on facebook when i've got them all!
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went to club with jess they all on wed night when de nxt day i got school lor!!! all of them live at the west side and only me stay at the east! =( luckily leonard send me home even though im the last to reach home and by the time i reach home is already 5am! sleepy....
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its totally over..i promise myself ytd would be the last time i cry over you.. because i've really tried my best to salvage this relationship, so i shall continue to move on without any regrets left.. im really touch by my friends when they heard that i wasnt tgt with you anymore, they really care so much about me, afraid that i'll be hurt. cass, xia, cher, bea keep checking on me to make sure that i feel fine, jess, kai ling were the first to know about it from him, but yet they remain silent and did not ask mi about it cox they know im hurt and did not want to rub in any further. lorenzo called in the morning to comfort me about it and vivan that big group leave me so many comments in my facebook to console me, telling me how much they care about me=) thanks people, i really appreciate it alot! i will grow to become stronger but that was with all yr care and concern=)

没有你，我还是会活的很快乐。而我希望你也能找到属于自己的幸福。。。

hao, its really yr persistent and 'cruelty' that make me face the reality=)
all i hope for now is for us to be back to how we used to be..close friends where we can talk about everything and go out together=) can we?
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from the moment i wake up today, he came to my mind immediately, realizing tat we are no more tgt..i wanted to cry the whole time but i keep holding back my tears..i told myself to be strong like how i appear to be infront of him but when jess and i were talking about him during our break, i couldnt hold back my tears anymore, i couldnt be strong enough like how i hope i would be..

i miss him even more, even much more now..i really dun wan our relationship to end like that..but is there anything else i could possibly do to salvage this relationship?
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why did you say those words out when i was at my happiest moment, when i finally have the courage to tell my parents about our relationship, when i knew that this cuming weekend i wasnt working and was thinkin of where we can go together, when i was happily looking forward to the year end trip to taiwan and hongkong with you and when i begain to fall deeper for you..why did you say it out at this point of time..my heart hurts, it hurts so much..
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work up in the morning and was having a serious backache and sore throat, wanted to skip school so much cox really tired, but got test..so no choice but to drag myself for school.. the backache and sore throat got worse and it make me feel so restless the whole day..after test, went home and found out tat im having a fever! =( but still went out to meet bea, cox haven meet her for very long le, and she's flying to london and paris tmr for holiday! we went for dinner den came over to my hse to slack, mummy ask her to help her buy the LV bag in paris.. enjoy yr trip babe=) and when u come back, its time for bdae celebrations!

how i wish he could just be at my side now, rather den in the far far away china! =(

sore throat+ backache+ headache+ fever!!!=(((
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yeah, dear is coming back in 2 more days!!! but but im working on thus, fri, sat and sun..so can only meet him after work..=)
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working at pc show is dam tiring! i dunno y, even though the working hrs is the same as other roadshows but i just somehow felt more tired den normal.. OTO is just right beside ours which make it very competitive for us..and most of the time when we're nt serving customer, we are pratically staring at each other's roadshows lah! lol

dear say that cheng du is nt nice and infact he feels like coming back already! hahas.. 2more days and my pathetic holiday is OVER! this time round i got to wait for 10 long weeks before my nxt holiday! cant wait for my nxt holiday=)

miss him=)
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dear is going to fly to china later this morning for 6 days!!!=( gonna be bored without him.. but at the same time, hope that he will enjoy his trip there for his bro's wedding! work at PC show today and guess what! my bro is just working just right beside my roadshow for singtel! lol.. and i found out that he is wooing a gal now!! hahas..soon to be girlfriend eh!
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HOW ACCURATE COULD CHER STILL BE!

even though she's nt beside mi now, but she knows exactly how i feel towards him.. a different feeling which i myself dun even know how to phrase it, she knows it exactly! wow!

cass is off to korea now! so mean while, hope tat north korea dun attack south korea now! or after she gets back=) enjoy yr trip babe!
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some feelings just cant be describe through words...

chat with ben for quite some time during working time den i got to know so many things about the people around me..everything i see, everything i know seems to be so surface..i was quite shock by what he told me, at the same time disappointed.. there doesnt seems to be anyone that i can totally trust in work..
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im feeling so down now..or rather the whole day throughout even though i went out with wei xian and wen xia respectively today..
mi and hao, are we going too fast? all these comes about so sudden tat im afraid tat i might lose it soon..i just felt so insecure about the happiness i have now...
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